Thursday, March 30, 2006

Good morning and good night!


*yawning*...morning everyone. Look at the time I post this blog. It's 4 something in the morning. Oh gosh, what am I doing at this hour? I got up for a pee just now and I'm awake now. Something just bothering me and disturbed a beautiful sleep of mine. What's bothering me right now till I could't have a beautiful sleep...hmm, don't know. Just feeling that my head is quite "heavy" right now. Something just turning around in my mind and that really annoy me. I better get back to sleep before becoming a panda in the next morning...@_@. Good night everyone. Have a nice day tomorrow.

Tuesday, March 28, 2006



I have been running out of ideas on what to blog lately. I tried to "contribute" something to this blog for the past few days, but ended up nothing has been "contributed". I tried to open the "Create Post" screen for many times, even started to type something, but I ended the post by clicking on the cross button on the top right hand corner of the browser. Why did I have so many things to blog about when I was in F&N? Why didn't I have something to blog about nowadays? What is wrong with me? Life goes on as usual.
I chatted with one of my close friend whom I met in Australia just now. It has been more than 1.5 years I have not been seeing her. The last time I met her was somewhere in November 2004. That time I was still in Australia, waiting for the convocation. She didn't manage to attend my convocation as she came back to Malaysia for summer holidays. After I'm back to Malaysia, I never had the chance to meet her as she was still doing her Masters in Australia. She has been staying in Australia after completing her Masters in June 2005. She came back to Malaysia in the last CNY, but I never had the chance to meet her as I was back to Ipoh during the CNY break. Thanks to the technologies that we are having now. Without it, I guess we won't be able to contact with each other once in a while. Everywhere seems near with the MSN technology. I can contact with Danielle in Australia, Paullie in Hungary, Kate in UK, Wai Mun in Singapore, Frode in Germany, my aunt in Amsterdam and Sit in Korea to name a few, at anytime in any where as long as I'm connected to the Internet and the MSN is installed in the PC. How amazing it is though we are located at different parts of the world, but virtually we are closed to each other.
Can you imagine how the world will be without computers? What will we have if we do not have computers? What kind of method will we be using to communicate with each others? Will there be any substitute to blog? Last time we used to have diary, where normally we will be keeping the diary in a locked drawer, under the pillow or a place where no one can actually find it. Diary is something very personal and you would keep it as secretive as possible. But what about blog? The concept of blog is almost the same as diary I pressume. It's a place for you to express your feeling. But the rule is totally different now. Instead of keeping your diary as a secret, we're now publishing our "secret" to the world wide web which can be accessible by anyone with Internet connection. Does that mean we're more open to share our thoughts and feelings now? Hmm...what's the purpose of me writing this blog? *No-idea-at-all*. Just blog whatever comes in to my mind now. Just a "mou liu" blog after disappearing from the blogosphere for quite some time. The blogging technique is getting worse and worse. Just ignore this blog if you don't find it interesting. Neither do I.

側田 - No Protection


01. Intro
02. 決戰二世祖
03. 運
04. Kong
05. 夢女
06. Volar
07. 情永落
08. 美麗之景
09. 走音
10. 得來不易
11. You'll Shine Again
12. Dream Away

Wednesday, March 22, 2006



It has been quite sometimes since the last time I blog. Where have I been lately? What have I done lately? Well, honestly I have done nothing much and been to nowhere lately. Why didn't I have the time to blog? life is dedicated to work lately. Not to say that I'm very busy with my work, but I just don't find time to blog during my working hours and I totally forgot about this blogging thingy when I'm at home. And now, I finally remember that I actually have a blog and I had not been updated it for a while. I used to blog during the working hours as I was a bit free that time. Those were the times when I was in F&N doing the data centre management works. Since I got "promoted" and joining the consulting line, my life has changed not alot, but still changed. The biggest change is of course, I do not report to F&N anymore. I have been running everywhere, from Shah Alam to Subang Jaya, from KLCC to Kampung Baru. When someone asks me where will I be going tomorrow, sometimes I really have no idea where will I be. I'm following Kharthi, one of my senior now, wherever he goes, I just follow. Is it good? Yes, it is indeed. I'm not saying that sitting in F&N is not good. I was under Augustin's protection when I was in F&N. Whatever things go wrong, Augustin will handle it. But it's different now, though Kharthi will still protect me and will handle the customers' complains, I really got the chance to see the whole picture. On Monday, I attended a meeting, the first meeting I attended in customer's place. When thing goes wrong, everyone will try to blame on you. Trying to put all the responsibilities on you. That's what I learnt from this meeting. There's another thing that I found out after working in T**J**G for few days. Manager/ head of department is really useless. When everyone is trying very hard to solve the problems, cracking the head to find out what actually goes wrong. The only thing that the stupid @$$ will do is tried to find where did you do coming in late kind of thing. Oh gosh, this is so sickening. When one of their staff solved the problem (it looked like it was solved at first, but actually it's not solved yet), this stupid @$$ was complaining this and that. Saying that, "ohh, our staff actually solved the problem. Why do we need Business Formula (BF) people here? We are paying BF RMXXX that much of money per annum, and now their staff can't even help to solve the problem. I should tell Hari (my boss) about this. I should ask Hari to hire Yap (the guy who solved the problem)." Oh man, this stupid @$$ is really sickening. Headache...headache...headache. Praying that we solve this problem asap. The longer we stay here, the more complains we will get. May God bless us! Amen! Namo amitabha!

Friday, March 10, 2006

Call me mummy!


She is my daughter. Can you believe it? Can you believe that I have a daughter? It's true. She's really my daughter. But she's not my real daughter. I didn't give birth on early age...don't worry. She's just my sponsored child. Wanted to sponsor a child when I was still in the down under. But that time I was still being "sponsored" by my beloved father, so there's no point for me to sponsor a child. Finally, I'm working now. I'm "sponsoring" myself now, not depending on my father anymore. I forgot how I came across with this organisation, called World Vision Malaysia that provides Child Sponsor Programme. Instead of wasting my RM50 every month by spending on something unnecessary, why not I take the initiative to sponsor a child. RM50 to save a child is really not a big sum. To be honest, what's RM50 nowadays? It's really nothing. By the way, let me introduce my daughter:-
Name: Yang, Jia Xin
Gender: Female
Birthday: 30/12/1999
Location: Hebei Pingquan, China
It's not easy to be a "mother". There are some guidelines that I need to follow when choosing a gift for this "daughter". Oh gosh, it seems like it is more difficult than being a real mother. OK, I know I have never become a mother before, but I'm an aunty for my cute-little-niece, Sidney Leow. Well, at least I do not have to follow the guidelines when purchasing gifts for my niece. Anyway, it's really a nice experience to sponsor this child. Hoepfully, with little sponsor by me can really improve the life of this little girl.